I'm going to be using decently sized font to convey my message... Okay. This is a serious conversation we are having now. I need to say this, especially when this has been welling up inside of me since I ever started reading people's profiles that don't exist anymore. I don't think I need to say how many names are welled up inside of me that have absence periods of at least more than 10 weeks. It's really depressing, seeing people who said that friends who were once friends are no longer their friends. What is the meaning of life without friends? I smile to hide what I really am from the inside. All the silly things I wrote are written when I'm happy. Well, that isn't exactly often. I won't be kidding for this at all, but Luxwander is failing. Everyday I go on, I only see what, 4-9 people on? I remember back in 2016 when there used to be 10-30 people on majestic, and many more unaccounted for on other servers. Well, it's not only Nations that stopped, but it's what happened to the community. Everything is different now. You know that warm feeling you get when you see family and friends? Well it's gone now. Community has quite a lot of definitions in my opinion. It has a value. Partly because of so many people who were banned or just left. I don't know why we are leaving for the most part, but I'm starting to feel more and more of it. This is too rapid, too much change. I am that stereotypical person that likes the same thing, over and over again. Yes. There is too much change, and what we used to know is leaving. I don't like change. You know when you helped create something, and the people you left to run it are completely different the next time you come back? Well, that's luxwander. It's not just others it's hurting, it's also hurting me a lot. JediNobisonic, Admiral_Prophet, TheLordCthuhlu, Eigo(luke), DSBulldogs, and so many others. They're just gone. I came back after weeks, to see that my friends were gone. I went to Luxwander expecting to see their plots with at least some progress after the weeks I was gone. Well, it was the same as I last saw it. i was shook i just hate change, especially the change that makes a hearth, a smoldering ash filled one.